"He was whispering to himself in my favor" I knew the appetites of ghosts intimately-they hunger for revenge.Recently,I read a book;the blurb on the back mentioned horse mythos n ragnarok,the end of viking world wif a terrible winter that civered the earth in ice when VILE CRIMES were rampant and all HUMANITY LOST!
Can i describe "friend" like this? "Betray" is equaled to the fear tat gives men wings..
Friend,is jus a person who has been just junkie in need of a fix but it turned out to be something more sinister than that.But who was,to talk,a brooding underdog avenger alone against an empire of evil,traitors,out to right a grave injustice.
In fact,one thing you should count on,you push a man too far away,and sooner or later he'd start pushing back..Yea..careless n mistakes..I should have seen it coming,he had sold me out,and now he wanted to finnish wat he'd started. How to turn off tat small voice inside ur head tat started to whisper tat u should be gald,tat now,if not before,ur revenge was justifiable on any conceivable moral scale? Tat small voice proved,beyond any doubt,tat i was damned!
yeah..
Everyone makes mistakes:mine hadn't been to crack jokes bout the pain with the fellowship,he'd have cracked my skull regardless,it hadn't even been to trust a man,with a gun behind.I have myself gone vodoo. Just the other night I shoot you coz i wanted to see what your brains looked like splattered on the wall. Friends will never ever say:"I'm going to make u an offer that you cant refuse-money,you're in or out?"And so,I made my notes for those people who turn into angle,fallen angle-"Your rights will be read at your funeral!"
Too bad..my thoughts were on you again. I could only hope you were a good enough gambler to walk away while you were stil winning.. before i run into u.
I know,violent shapes moving in darkness;old n ugly;the killers-mad laughter-was a riddle filled with wicked innuendo!Everything was subjective.There were only personal apocalypses. Nothing is a CLINCHE when it's happening to u.. Bet it was exactly like this with "him",up close and personel. I had no collection of setting any trap of fires,but i do remember the flames!
Everything was clear as vodka,but anytime you get between a rock n a hard place,just whistle. THIS could be the begining of a beautiful friendship!
Guess what i'm now in SendutII USM now, it's 8.30am early in the morning, went here and pay a visit. In the name of student, i got my card taggged, walk-in and signed. 
Well, starts to moan...and getting tired (cant sleep well last night). So i managed to pop out my zippo lighter which i used to flick it, play with it, swing it. Have my hp on show, few shot and post of sick face... lolx.
I'm not here just playing around, I've read some project management books; with the title "J.L Route to Project" and also some assignment to read. Bet it was like this: all words, hard to track a key word, with all abbreviations. At last, I close them up and bump back to the place where they belong, lolx! I made my way to the nearest foodstall with some friends and back to HBP studio.
Night time! Delicious Foodie! I carry myself to the nearest restaurant(breeks) in Queensbay after studio. Had myself a dinner and went off, back on track to home.
