A better one not the only one

Broken this fragile thing now but I can't pick up the pieces. Made my mistakes let you down, bet I can't hold on for too long. What if i ran my whole life in the ground and I can't get up when you're gone. She's got a pretty smile it covers up all that she hides. She walks around in circles in my head waiting for a chance to take me on a haunting ride. Doesn't mean it has to be in mine don't believe what you said still can't get it out of my mind...

Soon there will be something on my lung is breaking up I feel like giving up. I will walk out without letting you know. It's all shallow and all so appealing I'm up to my ankles and i'm drowning, anyway in a sea of sarcastic faces familiar places where everything looks quite the same here it's all confusingly amusing bitter and tainted. I feel so broken up and I give up from the day i got myself down. So dishonestly, leave a note for you now my old only one, i know you can see right through me so let it go and you will find someone though i never scream my lungs out or try to get to you, you no longer are my only one.

Close my eyes and sleep tight. Never thought of a single word could turns all the memories down. I've been changing and you can't see me now. Friends are my shoulder and magic happens with my hands. He said: "dont think too much, focus on your magic, my wife left me alone here but today i own the largest magic studio in toronto"

Cheers, i said "maybe". Dude, it is not how i intented. Guess luck wasn't be with me but i need more faith in myself, keep myself doing the right thing, lend my hand for the right one. Dont abuse magic, but use them wisely, mentalism a.k.a. hypnosis.